so sad

If you haven't heard about it already I'm surprised. Friday a plane crashed coming back from Moab heading to Cedar City. It carried 10 passengers that were traveling to moab with their work. All 10 passengers including the pilot died instantly. Its been everywhere on the news and I actually get angry when it comes on because I instantly start bawling. I'm already an emotional wreck so things like this don't help. Its so sad how one minute your alive and healthy and the next your gone. Death is something I have always struggled with. I just don't get it and I wish I did. I fear death daily, I often have reoccurring dreams where I loose Tyler and wake up crying. I know therapy right?? One of the victims was a young girl that had just graduated from SUU and she was just proposed to right before she left. Another just had his first son in may, can you imagine what his wife is going threw right now. Another a wife to 3 boys all grown and married with 2 grandsons, married to her husband for 34 years. I could go on and on. Life is so short and maybe one day I will come to peace with dying, I sure hope so. My heart goes out to all these families, I wish there was more I could do. There is a blog set up about this if you want to read more...... http://www.cedarcondolences.blogspot.com/